first week of school is over, and i still don feel like a sec 3. its like new people, new faces,but there are also old faces.but for the teachers..they are all new teachers who has not taught me before, except for mdm lee.
this whole week is so stressful. i have wasted a lot of time during hte school holidays.i should skip band.hah.too many things on my mind.sec 3 now, next year sec 4. so hard to digest this fact.arghh.
things are so different.i must fight for friendships.and this person is driving me mad for i dont know what reason. maybe its her "i don want to talk to you, you are so boring and not fun..not cool" mindset.maybe that is not how she feels, but she is impling that in every way.ahh.i need to release my tension.otherwise i would explode soon after.
i hope everything goes out well this year.or else i would be in for another big mess of trouble.then things would be very different, they are not controled by me, but by others.why is life so complicated.especially school stuff.
sec 1 orientation is over.next coming up is the prefects conference.more unnecessary stress added on to my workload.band concert, band competition, prefect investiture...
sec 3 life is that complicated.why?
Sunday, January 08, 2006;
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